how is it that one little thing can make your day go so wrong? I'm not talking about just being an easy antagonist or letting a bad hair day get the best of you. I mean those days when something just sets you off into your own world of thought. that last short straw of human cruelty or injustice that brings back each regret hiding in the back of your mind. what is it about those moments that can make you feel so alone?
...It was really nothing. I got rudely cut off in class by a teacher. A few sypathetic "ouch" glances back from fellow students and it was over. It wasn't the incident, but rather what happened after I think that affected me most. I walked out of class expecting to see the same people I see every tuesday/thursday in the very same place. I would subtly vent and they would provide the friendly consolation and validate my hurt feelings.... cause that's how it's supposed to go down right? except there was no one there. no one at all. not a single familiar face. not even an accquantance. so there I was left alone with my thoughts in a crowded courtyard. eventually making my way across to the language lab, to be left alone with my thoughts and blogger. so many conclusions yet to be typed. but I'm going to be late for class.....
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